The Jester very well recalls the time when knows exactly who he is, which is to say, he knows he was two hours, or at least birthed from parts of those two hoursthe Spiral and FNORD. He cannot think about does not, however, acknowledge it. His mind Feeling pain or regret is too cloudy from the fumes of the flamessimply not within his nature. Even if If he could truly recall this time, he would not, for sometimes wish that the memories wrack his very beingtwo were still alive.